Sunday, June 30, 2013
Saturday, June 29, 2013
Happy 7 Months Beautiful Girl
Florida bound while we celebrate having our girl 7 months! We love you Ladybug!
Thursday, June 27, 2013
Monday, June 24, 2013
First Taste of Ice Cream
Mimi and Paw paw came over today for a little visit. After some showing off of his swimming skills in his pool, Peyton was so excited to give them one of his special ice creams. Such a sweet, giving little boy. Mommy is so proud of him.
Emma was watching Mimi eat her ice cream so Mimi let Emma take a taste. And that is all it took. She was hooked and kept swinging her legs and arms for more. Ha! A friend of mine asked if I would had freaked if it was Peyton when he was a baby and well, yes, I think I would have. But with the second child, I find myself a little more laid back and said to myself that this one time won't hurt her. She sure did enjoy that ice cream and stared at it until it was completely gone. Love that sweet girl!!!
Saturday, June 22, 2013
Missing You
Dear Zack,
It is still so unbelievable that you are gone. When my brain stops thinking and grieving over you for one second, my eyes catch a phantom you and I end up doing a double look. Then I start grieving and missing you again. This is so hard sweet boy. Hopefully when your ashes are here, I will feel better. Maybe it will feel more like you are home even though I can't kiss you or hold you. Missing you so much puppy.
Friday, June 21, 2013
Wednesday, June 19, 2013
Goodbye Zack, Our Sweet Puppy
Our Dearest Zack,
Today has to be the saddest day of my life. I thought I had that day beat already, but today proved me wrong. This morning we had to make the hardest decision to end your pain. You see, you have not been well for weeks now since we got your diagnoses. You slowly have been deteriorating before our eyes. Your Daddy and I still had hope that you would make it through our 4th of July trip so we can make more memories with you before you go. And you body really tried, but the cancer had another idea in mind. The cancer started spreading so fast in and on your little body, you were just miserable. Every day I found a new lump or bump on you. Your breathing became labored and your bladder stones became lodged causing you so much pain I thought you were going to leave me last night. Mommy didn't sleep much. I held you and told you it was alright for you leave. That Mommy will be fine. But you held on and you gave us all a chance to love on you some more and give you many kisses, have our talks with you and tell you our goodbyes. They gave us an option to keep you here with us for how ever many days you may have had left, but that was not without causing you more pain to deal with. And Daddy and I just couldn't do that to you. So we had to say goodbye to you today. Daddy and I sat with you until you took your last breath. When your heart stopped, I thought mine was going to stop too! I couldn't stop touching you and telling you that I loved you. Watching them take you away was so devastating to me. I knew I would never see you again. My heart is breaking for you sweet boy. Nothing could ever fill the hole in my heart with you being gone.
I love you little guy! You gave me the best 10 years. I wish I could have had 10 more. I would have taken any more years just to have you. I am longing for your snuggles and kisses. I think I will miss that the most.
Rest in peace my sweet puppy.
Love Mommy
Tuesday, June 18, 2013
Monday, June 17, 2013
Sunday, June 16, 2013
Saturday, June 15, 2013
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
